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    Sunday, October 18, 2009

    Overhaul

    That's what I need. Physically, spiritually, mentally, organizationally (is that a word?), all of it. I'm due for a change, and I need to start outlining exactly what I want. I know how to do that, I think. It's just a matter of doing it.

    The road is long, and the journey arduous, I already know that. I don't anticipate overnight change, and I don't expect perfection in the steps I want to take. What I do expect is what I expect from my kids when they undertake something - I expect 100% effort.

    Lifelong change will take a lifetime. I get that. But I have to start somewhere and someplace. And it's time. Who I am, where I have been, and what I have done do NOT have to define the rest of my life. Change is choice. It's a hard truth to learn and live, but it's true.

    Change really is rooted 100% in choice.

    Stay tuned for the tearing down and rebuilding of, well...me.

    2 comments:

    Jill said...

    You can do it Cathy! You're such an inspiration to so many people. You help everyone you can and now it is time to help yourself. (((HUGS))) and good luck sweetie!

    Missives From Suburbia said...

    I'm tuned in, babe.